Dichroic Orchid, Part 6 ~ Wednesday, July 16, 2025

δίχρως ὄρχις

A: Why do you feel the need to make amends?

B: I fear that I may never clear the cache.

A: Triggers profoundly sway our decisions.

B: I am accountable for my actions.

A: To face consequences for our choices...

B: Am I at fault if she took her own life?

A: ...is the root of karma and suffering.

B: But she chose to commit suicide, no?

A: The details are part of the narrative.

B: I knocked on her front door. Alive or dead.

A: Probably the latter. You were too late.

B: Schrödinger's Cat! A thought experiment.

A: Grief and guilt intertwine like DNA.

B: All my sorrow is bound in that moment.

A: The double helix of lost memories.

B: No one to share past experiences.

A: Inside jokes build a rapport with others.

B: Moments lost as time slips away and death...

A: Absence makes the heart grow fonder, how strange.

B: ...and death removes the opportunity...

A: Shyness blocks the path to proximity.

B: ...to make friends and have fun. Now what's the point.

A: People die randomly, sometimes by choice.

B: But why pain nearly thirty years later?

A: Neglect creates a blockage to deal with.

B: Can Ganesha remove this obstacle?

A: Despair churns an ocean of emotions.

B: Will this pit of pain ever go away?

A: A plumber must deal with the detritus.

B: Should I call Roto-Rooter? Will that help?

A: They may disembowel you. All pain will cease.

B: Plumber, a metaphysical conceit.

A: A trope amongst literary critics.

B: What is this cessation of suffering?

A: In mokṣa, people discover release.

B: She was so young when she died. So was I.

A: Were we all not once beautiful and young?

B: Mystical romanticism seems odd.

A: Yes, I may have a few triggers myself.

B: ...what art, / could twist the sinews of thy heart?

A: Tyger Tyger, burning bright, ... my favorite.

B: If I kill myself, that harm hurts others.

A: As despair cuts with a double-edged sword...

B: A tantō in hand during seppuku.

A: The Japanese have no guilt, only shame.

B: I believe in the forgiveness of sins...

A: ...the double-edged sword of irony cuts...

B: ...and the resurrection of the body...

A: ...satire and political awareness...

B: ...and the life of the world to come. Amen.

A:...to reflect on the mirror of sorrow.

B: Galerie des Glaces, château de Versailles

A: All is vanity, Ecclesiastes.

B: But how do I process death, professor?

A: Grief and sorrow are totally different.

B: But why feel this pain, thirty years later?

A: The sparrows in the bushes can explain.

B: What is that supposed to mean, professor?

A: They argue and complain. The final word.

B: [Silence]. [Thinking]. [Thinking no more]. [Silence].

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