Stone Fox ~ Friday, April 17, 2026

Is it too much to ask to let me cry
slobber all over myself like a dog

indeed, I must enjoy such misery
to long for compassion, why do I try

trust no one to understand or to care
only, everyone understands, to jog
only memories of loss, victory

marches over the past, chances all lost
understanding comes too late, do I dare
cast a glance over my shoulder, look back
how pointless, why must I remake the bed

to imagine the impossible, frost
over all the planet, cover mistakes

as all are interconnected, they know
simply how it feels when you hit the brakes
killing time for no good reason, to show

tragedy is as common as hope fed
omelets first thing in the morning, breakfast

light or heavy, as you please, just like cream
emptied into a cup of black coffee
tell me to reverse when the die is cast

maybe I did the right things, but I doubt
each time I remember, I long to scream

cast out all desires, dream to be free
remember to return, the chance to change
yesterday, I wanted to scream and shout

slow owls watch me, as a stone fox, we match
let go of sorrow, with rivers to bend
only with wounds to mend, an itch to scratch
bolt from sitting meditation, to wend
bitter tears down warm cheeks, to rearrange
each configuration, check the flow chart
relieve the salmon swimming upstream, art

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