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This Is Not a Love Song ~ Thursday, June 25, 2026

One of my greatest concerns is money not unlike you, unless you are dying everyone is dying slowly but some of us are dying quickly, the funny funny thing about dying is death itself money on the table, are you crying yes, I know, no one talks, we are all dumb given that we cannot feel the sorrow religion centered around grief, the shelf empty of books on how to deal with death answers found in others, they take a year to grieve the loss of a parent, this breath eternal changes over time, the fear sits on a stool nearby as to borrow the proverbial cup of white sugar covered in blood, a horror film, how strange only our fears personified become quite real no one waits beside a pressure cooker cooking up vegetables in a hurry everyone notices the dog with mange no one thinks to care allows us to feel still, so few become veterinarians in this world, we rush to taste the curry spice adds to the variety of choice maybe to care for others, their dying only lets us s...
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War Is the Only Solution to Love ~ Wednesday, June 24, 2026

Nihilism for the hopeless at heart Nothing...inherently without purpose in a world without meaning, without hope how people actively neglect duty ideology instructs for the worse lessons on how to passively oppress institutions arise to offer dope sick human beings made sicker, beauty makes the world lopsided, out of balance false dichotomies, ideas of progress of success, of redemption make no sense review the reading material, now that centuries of racism, how dense how thick in the head, and how now brown cow enter history unchecked, look askance history offers faith in lessons learned objectively lacking inherent truth purpose imposed as structure, as a guide elegant as mathematics, time turned life into an experiment, a test endlessly refined in classrooms, the youth stuck for hours each day, full of false pride sitting around, chewing the fat, they read assignments, do their homework, do their best their best is rarely ever good enough hopeless at heart, ...
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The Rain Is Gone ~ Sunday, June 21, 2026

My deceased cat keeps leaving the lights on yet, I go to turn them off, where is she dead, inside a box, ashes, bones and dust even if I could find her, she is gone cease to exist and they cremate your corpse even if I could outrun death, I see another adversary not to trust seems like the world is full of polar bears even if I could move the world, what warps decision-making more than smoking dope cats are my only hope, though dogs are sweet as a child, I was denied any hope to live with a cat or two, I would meet kindness face-to-face, vis-a-vis, my fears endlessly melt away, but I am old endlessly older than before and sad perhaps because the future is my past such that I must live with others as cold literally, as my own family even if I win the lottery, bad as losing my right arm, wrapped in a cast veritably, I would be all alone in some place, this works out amicably not because I would be rich but to write given what I write about is a win the world does not desire but to fight ...
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Should I be worried about my black dog? ~ Sunday, June 21, 2026

Sometimes, I feel so small, smaller than quarks only my imaginary dog knows maybe if you saw me, you would know, too everyone sees but what can they do, barks time for Octavius to get his food in time, I will get some as well, what grows mathematically exponential, boo even my stocks are down the drain, I crane sometimes to see the wreck, how rude I am a dimly lit light bulb, not bright feeling isolated and so alone each day, I dream I could GLOCK out one night each night, I give Octavius a bone leave me alone to shop in peace, I wane severed from my loved ones, my strength so weak over time, I atrophy and decrease smaller than dust, what am I but a dog maybe, if I were so lucky, I speak as if people want to hear but do not leave me alone with the dog bones, I cease limping through life, as if left in a bog smaller than fine ashes, blown by the wind maybe you understand, nose full of snot as the tears well up, be a man, and kill leftovers in the fridge, and make...
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Father's Day ~ Sunday, June 21, 2026

Hey Dad, Were you not so bad, you would have been good even dead wood reads better off the shelf rest assured, you mindless elf than the wealth ending in indifference, found in our hood you weren't so bad for my brother that is of course, I couldn't care less for myself understanding ignorance, for my health not just mental but physical as well only if this life were not hell, a quiz to fail every year, Father's Day, the dead sleep in caskets or tin boxes or urns obviously, I was bad, the less said better speak well or not at all, what burns against the grain, no matter whom I tell damned if I do, so it doesn't matter you wouldn't know how bad this life is now only with all the abuse, I turned out understandably good, a mad hatter worthless as fuck, mind in a rage, but great only God is greater than a brown cow understandably so, please, do not doubt liars are full of blasphemy, forgive deniers their consumption to debate honestly, the effect...
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The Ideal Reader, a Beautiful Whore ~ Sunday, June 21, 2026

To be able to fall in love, stranger To be able to fall in love again obviously, I am no longer young because the words come to mind, easily even when I was sixteen, way back when answers to the questions I have were hard because I was a runt, hardly well-hung like other young men, well-endowed, silly exactly, I know not everyone is made to be golden as the sun, in a word old age has crept up on me, made me feel forgotten and unloved, a teddy bear abandoned for a new toy, what a deal left behind, a lifelong sinner, unfair love is for the beautiful in the shade in a world, unobserved, hidden away nobody knows, nobody cares to know love is golden like the sun in summer only, I have no energy to say view me like the gods of mythology everyone knows the standard is to glow stranger danger, this life, what a bummer try to explain, to tell me why abuse reigns supreme in this world, psychology and other mumbo-jumbo, lies we tell no one but our therapist in a room give...
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Elsinore ~ Friday, June 19, 2026

Ravel and unravel this mortal coil ancient, twisted roots work their way to grow virtually unhampered, completely free entirely at leisure as they toil left alone in their intentions to find answers in the soil, God-given, they know nothing less than Socrates, jest and see deep underground, they find rhizome networks understanding the difference, they act blind noticing nothing strange, known as unknown released from a sense of duty to act answering to no one once fully grown visions of entanglement, they retract enlightened awareness of quarks to quirks leave well alone as Galileo smirks this is life in a nutshell, politics how to know what is beyond all of this in a nutshell, they find infinite space save the king of bad dreams, his bag of tricks maybe ambition is but a shadow only Gray knows why ignorance is bliss retrieve wisdom from the dustbin of grace tantalized by opportunities lost abandoned to just deserts to forgo living among the well hung without ho...
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