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Falling / Verfallen ~ Wednesday, November 11, 2026

I cheated Eric Anderson at recess In fourth grade, we played poker at recess chumps for the double-or-nothing big win heated after the cards were rigged to lose eat your losses, a big fight, no success after he lost it all, he chased me hard teach a lesson, Ted Talk, learn about sin even as he caught me, ready to bruise destroy the beauty of childhood, my friend Eric pinned me down to swing the last card ready to hit me, Sam tackled him rough instantly, the angels were on my side calling me to join them when life gets tough Anderson and Weaver left me no pride no love but tough love in this world, defend demons and the devil to pay in court enter the realm of Saṃsāra, wander round about through revolving doors, karma surrounds all the children, as if to sort ontological awareness, Dasein no longer in debt as I meander as a river, as consciousness, dharma touch the ground in India when you land remember me, here, as I rest, supine enter this life, I am already d...
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A Day in the Life of Retail Hell, Boss ~ Tuesday, November 10, 2026

As he said before, "This is not my day." Such is life! They say, "The pendulum swings." Helpless and frustrated, Gabidar thinks. Everyone listens to the man called Gray. Say what you want downstairs in the basement. As no one can hear the chatter, such things. In this world, people talk but not to shrinks. Despite the hopes of therapists worldwide. Better to mind where and how money spent. Everyone knows money grows in the bank. For immediate gratification! Only if credit ratings could not tank. Remember where we went on vacation. Everyone saw the photos and took pride. Then Gabidar saw the light in the dark. How the truth hides within contradiction. Insight into the mind within a maze. Shit happens, a fire starts with a spark. Ignorant customers who come and go. Such is life! Who stays the course, a fiction. No one knows better than Mickey, this phase. Obviously, Gabidar talks with Gray. Ton of bricks, this is not a live game show. Merchants ...
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but rather some evil demon ~ Tuesday, November 10, 2026

Your wadded up used Kleenex on the seat oblivious to consideration understanding nothing in this moment reality is a test, take a beat wake up to care, clean up after yourself alright, to use my imagination demented from years of abuse, long spent demonstrate fortitude with a tin drum eclipsed by the black sun, moon on the shelf dirty, filthy, nasty, brutish, and short understanding truth in contradiction pretend I care, otherwise, please, abort understanding speculative fiction sed genium aliquem malignum educate the children, this world, I doubt double down candle wax, mirrors and smoke Kleenex, Leviathan of the new age leave these words, do something, other than shout egomaniacal poet, no tricks enter a sandstorm, the hourglass broke no time to complain, no, not at this stage enter in a top hat, a white rabbit xenophobia, a disguise, ethics ordinary people, the golden rule nobody knows, nobody cares, too late theater of the absurd, kids at school heckle oth...
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Flip a Coin, Heads or Tails, to Live or Die ~ Monday, November 9, 2026

Get into trouble / Stay out of trouble Get into the car, have my say and leave evenhanded backhand, a bloody mouth tell the truth, speak truth to power, what lies in consequence to actions, receive nothing less than a fist, a bloody lip to say I know tough love, but what goes south obviously, ignored, what may arise trouble is my middle name, give me grief rest assured, karma is double, a tip obey the way, follow the rules and learn understanding means little to others bleed the freaks, outside the norm, as they earn less than the standard fare, crack-whore mothers enable the weak, discipline belief Stay away, two thousand miles, far enough to keep away from backhand slaps and feet as they kick the air and miss, how to land your Learjet nose first, still nothing too rough out of thin air, out of the blue, lightning understanding nothing, the empty street true to form, by design, palm of the hand objects rarely plummet and at full speed full-on catastrophe, the living bleed trouble is m...
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No Inclusions ~ Saturday, November 7, 2026

Fear and anger will not solve the problem ear to the ground, listen, and you will hear arrive at a solution, your conscience randy, rowdy, and rough, a diamond gem android, gynoid, or humanoid, no mind no awareness to cut a rough diamond danger appears as a false gem cutter anger reacts to stimuli in haste no mind, no consciousness, this grotesque fear generates bad faith as pseudoconscience erroneous as consciousness, as poor rarely ideal or excellent, such taste will generate clarity in focus in a flawless optical illusion law and order appears as the locus leave the hocus pocus as delusion nonsense, the problem still exists, unkind oracular knot of the demimonde tones retrofit, makes the prophet stutter solve the problem, knots cut open the door old myths explain ventures in history leave the dog with no-mind, delta to zed venture beyond the grotesque, to react emotionally to color, glory theatrical weight in carats to win heat applied to an injury instead ...
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To Wake Up One Night and Write This Poem ~ Friday, November 6, 2026

The Heart Sutra:  Gate gate pāragate pārasaṃgate bodhi svāhā "Gone, gone, gone beyond, gone utterly beyond, awakening, hail!" "Form is emptiness, emptiness is form" In some respects, born to do poetry not to be The Buddha but someone else someone who resembles a character or a person who mirrors a story mention the mind that reflects on the mind enter a house of mirrors, down each aisle reflections on illusions, The Proctor entices each person to navigate sources on the course, the blind lead the blind pretend to accept this makes perfect sense everything in chaos, this delusion consequences of past actions, nonsense to recognize mistakes as illusion someone must write in order to create born not as The Buddha, but a poet of no importance to the world at hand remember, to convey wisdom in words nobody understands, but they know it to hear it, the unspoken as spoken only the silent dead count grains of sand do or do not do, the chatter of birds o...
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Saved by the Unspoken ~ Wednesday, November 4, 2026

You laugh so hard you piss yourself and cry Yellow, as you know, my favorite color orange, on the other hand, comes second understanding the spectrum, a delight luxury, our first-world problems, glamor answers the question, the meaning of life understanding language, what is beyond ghosts and ghouls, the horror of terror fright haunted by trauma and triggers, this game subtle as a knife in the back, this strife overcome by sheer diligence to thrive hugs and kisses, a lasting impression artistic endeavors create to strive reason beyond reason as confession distinction in the lecture hall, a shame yolk on my face, in the mirror, I blink orbits of satellites around the sun understanding this luminosity pink aura, remember Tasha, I think introverted universal values solitary encounters as I run such beauty in this gritty, old city yellow shoes win the race, who sings the blues organic, electric Granny Smith green understanding my need for heroin resolved by writing...
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