Disillusioned by Allusions ~ Wednesday, March 11, 2026
If ... sleep is the cousin of death ... just let for God's sake, just let me, for one moment sleep ... maybe never to wake up ... I care little if I die, does it matter ... bet everyone, eventually, one day except not all at once ... morbid ... foment personal rebellion to sleep ... I dare instigate, incite, provoke, agitate sleep ... just let me ... sleep ... for God's sake ... I say to say less is itself too much ... just sleep however, do not snore or talk ... I turn each time, over ... the other side ... I weep can I just get a good night's rest ... I burn old books nobody reads ... I navigate under the surface of the sea ... submit submarine ... submission ... octopus rock in another day and age ... forerunner no predecessors ... no one to admit only pipe dreams ... all my dreams gone ... like dust fine dust ... clumps of dust ... in my eyes ... I shock deliberately, to stir up ... bummer end this life ... just end ... sooner than later as I must ...