There is no love in this world anymore ~ Saturday, June 6, 2026

Dear Nancy,

     I know how much you want me
especially, to write you a letter
as if I could forget over summer
really, not much happens, as you can see

Nancy, I miss you at the beach, you left
all in a rush, you said, nothing better
nothing at all than a good friend, bummer
calling me out like that, me, in bad faith
yet, I do not know, I will feel bereft

I forget all summer and you get mad

knowing, full well, I am just a fuck-up
now, I look back, forty years later, sad
of course, I was a punk, not a suck up
would you still hate me, I feel like a wraith

how do I get back to normal, I lost
overwhelmingly, with you, since high school
words cannot convey my sorrow, old friend

maybe, I was in the wrong, I know the cost
under duress, I confess, friends are few
call it what you will, adulthood, uncool
how I must appear to you in the end

you may never read this letter, long gone
only, I can only hope that you knew
understood that your forgiveness is real

wandering through this life, and wondering
as if I could guess you moved on, I feel
nothing but helpless, I was blundering
totally clueless, not unlike a pawn

maybe this was all for the best, dead weight
ejected from the boat, my corpse, shark bait

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