Sublimation ~ Wednesday, August 26, 2026

Why is six scared? Because seven ate nine.

Why are things this way, what if they were otherwise, I asked my brother

how he would just sigh, wishful thinking on his part, things were otherwise

yes, he found me dull and dimwitted as a child, a boy with no sense

is this all there is, is there not an escape hatch, go ask your mother

so much like his dad, my dad, too, as I was told, question everything

suck up to no one, take a beating like a man, love wears a disguise

insecurities, two boys from foreign countries, it makes a difference

xenophobia in the land of slavery, the former slave trade

suck it up, beat boys, ripe mangoes in the jet age, the zebra crossing

care for some answers, ask not my older brother, he could not care less

as for the distress, as to the pink elephant, walking on eggshells

rest assured, no one talked about their trust issues, their feelings, I guess

everyone forgives the alcoholic at home, in meetings, hell's bells

denial, a force magnetic in its nature, in time, feelings fade

But do feelings fade, or do they become triggers beneath the surface

empty of meaning, without investigation, the detectives watch

car after car pass, waiting for the right signal, red flags and green lights

answers to questions, grown-ups fucked up by childhood, their lives in disgrace

understanding grief and loss makes all the difference, forgive and forget

simple but not so simple, not easy at all, with your kids, play catch

empty and hollow inside, the point of all this, not to get in fights

seven ate nine, scared six, react to deep-seated fears, I am the other

everybody loves to eat children up, so cute, devour the lies

visions so ideal, how do I make practical, am I just too dense

embark as to sail on a journey far away, mother and brother

not me, why not me, since I get motion sickness, am I not nothing

as a pacifist, I am too belligerent for revolution

tickles me, Elmo, tickles my funny bone, no, for Lawrence, I bet

entered the Levant, fought in the Arab Revolt, against the Empire

none less than the Turks, the Sublime Ottoman Stare, whatever that means

if history proves correct then the victors write with pants on fire

nothing but abuse, this is all I remember, what fun, counting beans

every day, I think, what if things were otherwise, be the solution

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